i could really use a wish right now

a possessed playing passion by sunny choi as she pretends dat airplanes in da night sky are like shooting stars...........an amazing talent wit a craz_e smile to go with it.

in da pursuit of happyness

like dis.......na na nun naaa, na na nun naaa.

i believe in reaching happyness but ultimately don't think you can truly stay there. thoughts, feelings and emotions are alwayz changing.......that it alters yur state of mind every second. you could be on cloud 9 for a moment den feel like da world iz not so nice seconds later. so cheers to da continuous pursuit of it.

year and a half of worth.......two more to goal

from spring, summer, fall 09 to spring 10 i rarely went out and turned down numerous alcoholic beverages jus to stay on a path i thought i wouldn't be able to reach. did i get there yet.......no but i'm closer to it then i was at the start of 09. through dat time period i accumulated a lot of knowledge i probably won't ever use again non the less i'll hav most of it with me for da rest of my life somehow. if homewerk, quizzes and tests released sweat, this would be all da hard werk and time i had done all bottled up in a jar. at da start of it all if someone told me that i would achieve seven a's wit two more to go, i would hav sed possible but unlikely. it's dat possibility dat got me focused and ready for da challenge. wat i was able to achieve at vfs from 07 to 08 gave me da confidence i needed as well.

hard werk and determination really does pay off. wat i continue to learn iz dat anything iz possible if you set yur mind towards a goal. two more to goal, two more to goal, two more to goal.

a look back

after completing my 3mi. run yesterday my legs are a bit sore but i'll live. how my leg feels tomorrow will determine weather i run or rest. of course this was the first time in a long time dat i actually ran 3mi. all da way through.......by next week i think i'll be able to run consistently without crying so much about da soreness.

rededicating myself to my blog i stumbled on my old work at vfs. i always told people dat i attended vfs and i did dis-n-dat, a few hav seen my werk but not everyone......so here it is a link to my final project called kato, done entirely in 3d along with the aid of adobe. once there yu'll find other video's. also here iz a link to my portfolio site...........cheers.

hana relay_training day 1

today my training for da hana relay started. i hav two months plus some days to get in shape. days leading into today i continued to ask myself what was i f#@%&^ thinking, even as to postpone da start date and coming up wit excuses to not run and drink instead. den i realized dat it was #fourteen on my bucket list.......i always wanted to do it, dis was a chance for me to cross this of my list. i den committed and bought new running shoes and the nike+ sensor to help make running fun.

i tell you wat, these nike lunarelites feel really great. my first run felt like da shoes already hav been broken in. a plus dat i really liked was dat, as i ran i could feel cool breezes rushing through the shoes and cooling off my toes keeping my feet comfortable in da 90+ degree weather. best shoes i hav bought so far and satisfied with it, though a hundred dollars for da shoe is a bit much.

putting these shoes on i didn't think i was going to be able to complete the 3mi. run dat i had previously mapped with my cars odometer. preparing to head out i had a checklist.......asthma pump - check, muzic - check, bottle water - check. before dis run i felt really gud, focused and motivated off of da first steps. da route i took had moderate inclines, declines and straightaways.........i wanted it all for my first run. during da first half mile something in me sed i could go all da way, not to just complete it but to complete it running. funny how you get so focused dat u forget about da world around you. yet for split seconds along da run u easily smell da freshly painted crosswalks and overpriced gas being consumed, see sprinkler systems creating rainbows and friendly shakas amongst strangers as u pass, feel loose gravel being disturbed as u take a step and da sweat running down your spine whilst being sunkist by da sun. a few things i learned wit day 1 iz dat it is more mental den physical, muzic iz like redbull for da little engine dat could and all i needed was a 16 oz. bottle water to quench my thirst keeping me hydrated.

ello

jus redesigned my blog hoping to put more time into it. life's an adventure where ideas become tangible and thoughts keep you guessing. i went from a designers state of mind to a transparent (mindset)-me wanting to become a radiographer, which would let me live da lifestyle dat i wanted. well i get there?.....i don't know, but i'm greatful for my third or fourth chance if there ever is that many in life. i am willing to accept failure in order for success, guess that's what life is all about.......taking chances.

warning: i do know how to spell, but i just don't care to be proper.

09

new year, new goals and new possibilites.

zune_lovin it

currently i have the latest zune desktop titled intergalactic swapmeet. i think its fun and worldly . characters are extremely interesting and cute plus the mate unlike any other. lately zune has been putting out some really cool ads created by all sorts of motion houses. the compositions are creative and very well done. u think their holding back on cash, probably not. anyway i just wanted to share my fascination for what i call zune_lovin it. puts a smile to my face every time i watch it :). you can download your own desktop and watch the video at http://zune-arts.net/. aloha.

t4_final project

our goal was to find a film company for ex: paramount, lions gate, pixar, etc. and try to recreate their intro. my reference was the lions gate intro with the opening of the gate to reveal the lion and name. i took that and tricked it up a bit by playing with the neon look and feel. amazing what a little audio can do to your work. if i have something to say, is that i would spend just as much time on the audio as you would the motion piece it self. me likey, likey a lot, very pleased and happy with this one. so here's the vid and enjoy. please feel free to let me know what you think.


identyti_films from jenerek b on Vimeo.

dvd_insert

finally done with my insert..........i think? roger and ebert gives it a 5 star rating, so go and watch it now. so now that i'm done with the insert it's time i get my hands a little dirty and actually make the dvd menus, sub menus, chapters and all dat hoop la process thingy dat goes on with this dvd project.

uninspired_yet

so this is what i came up with after fiddling around with the mouse. i ended up keeping it in illustrator and kept it more simple. don't know what else to say. cheers!